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Searching for the Sun
Sometimes we just need a reminder of who we are and what we’re looking for. Searching for the Sun It was a calamity. A disastrous affair. The kind that left me stumbling through the dark, cold, rainy night with an aching in my chest. I staggered, crumbling to the ground. One knee landed in the […]
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The End
For me, like most people, 2022 was a hard year. It was full of a lot pain, and a lot of emotion that I would have chosen not to go through if I had the choice. But it happened. And it took a while to realize that it had to happen. I had to go […]
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I Am
I Am Over time, I have learned that I am a cup filled to the brim with all these emotions. It’s just a matter of time before I’m spilled over. A mess, waiting to be cleaned up.
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Crying a River
Happy Sunday! I hope you like the poem below. Crying a River It’s the isolation that’s the worst. Where the quiet and the darkness bleed together. Like two thick streams of sludge intertwining, unbearably hard to pull yourself from. It’s when the voices seep in, telling you that the silence that comes from those surrounding […]
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A New Toaster
Howdy! It’s been a while. Life has been, well, life. But here we are, back again with a new piece of writing. This poem goes to all the people who have been living with something subpar. Something underwhelming, but we tell ourselves that it’s okay. We don’t need the best. Maybe we don’t even deserve […]
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Birds Must Fly -A Novel
The past few years have been pretty rough in terms of my writing. In 2020, I had a hard time finding the motivation to write anything – even a text to friends. But I still was able to write a little. 2021? Even less. But this year, I was able to change some things around. […]
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Better Days are Coming
Because everyone needs a reminder sometimes. And in case you didn’t know – better days are coming. Better Days are Coming Better days are coming, they said, but can I trust them? How do they know? How can they be sure? Better days are coming, she said, offering her shoulder as a pillow. Lending a […]
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To Burn a Bridge
A poem. To Burn a Bridge. I’m alone. The only thing to keep my company, Keeping me warm, is the rage in my gut. I light the match, and it echoes my anger. My eyes are glued to the flame. I could drop it, burn away the overpass that leads me to them. Until there […]
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I love you
This is a poem I’ve posted before – a few years ago – but it’s one I completely forgot about, until now. And, it’s important now more than ever, because the girl who wrote this… I don’t think she believed what she wrote. And to be completely honest, I’m not sure if the person I […]
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Third Time’s the Charm
Third Time’s the Charm Hello, he said Hi she replied. Quickly, Damn near instantaneous. And she was happy for a moment. She was hurt before, But it wasn’t intentional. And it had cut deep But she lied, Telling everyone she was fine. She played the fool well. Hello, he said. This time, She answered, But […]
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A girl i Used To Know
This is to the people we used to be and the people we haven’t met yet. A Girl I Used to Know there was a girl I used to know she was silly and strange a child growing into herself who trusted too easy and saw kindness in everyone the girl I met next was […]
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Beating a Dead Horse
I expect that we’re all familiar with this saying. ’Beating a dead horse.’ When you dredge up a situation over and over again, even after it’s long dead, but it’s like you can’t stop. You just can’t stop talking about it. Even as you speak, you can feel yourself being annoying and yet, you just. […]
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To the Boy from Frankfurt, I Hope You Get This
To the Boy from Frankfurt, I Hope You Get This there was a boy who lived out in Frankfurt i thought i had his heart but turns out, that was six feet Under and when i told him i was done he pulled me back, always so Cunning but then i had to cut the […]
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Standing On the Line
One of the hardest things to remember, is that even on the rainiest of days, the sun still shines. I’m trying hard to remember that tonight. This short story… Has a lot of emotions. I hope it makes you feel something. Stay rad. The song meant to be playing with this story a The Day […]
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Afraid Of the Dark
It’s been a while since I rolled over in the middle of the night, on the verge of a very deep sleep, to write quickly write a thought that came into my head. But the other night, I did just that to write the beginning of this poem. It was nice. Kind of like I […]
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Bubbly
Bubbly He called me bubbly, like a bottle of champagne he desperately wanted to drink and drink he did, chugging the contents until the bottle was empty and the bubbles were gone with just a piece of glass left in its wake
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Wishing You a Happy New Year
Happy New Years Eve. I have a lot of reasons to be sad. And angry. And anxious. Along with many other negative emotions. But a friend once told me, we wouldn’t be anxious if we didn’t have things to lose. And I think about that tonight, on the eve of the new year. I think […]
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Lets play a game
Here’s to the long nights of staring at the ceiling, praying for your mind to shut off, to just fall asleep. Here’s to the countless hours spent waiting for… anything. Anything but chasing a rabbit through the dark, endless corners of your mind. We’ve all been there. And we’ll all get through it. Let’s play […]
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Better days are coming
A quick repost this week because everyone, including myself, can use the reminder that better days are always coming. -Catie Better Days are Coming Better days are coming, they said But can I trust them? How do they know? How can they be sure? Better days are coming, she said offering her shoulder as a […]
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Generation of Liars
A new week, a new poem. Generation of Liars No one ever told me The appropriate response For when someone says “Bad day, huh?” Dare I be honest, And say, “Bad day, Bad month, Bad year, Bad life?” But no, Because even I know That’s not what people want to hear, So I paste on […]
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Worth Writing Home About
In honor of my best friends birthday last week, here is the poem I wrote for her. I’m so lucky to have met her and to have her in my life. I truly have no idea what I would do without here. Happy birthday, Kaptain. This one’s for you. 💙 Worth Writing Home About Mama, […]
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A Note to my Friends
There’s something to be said about the people that you meet and it’s like you’ve known them for your whole life. It means something when you can go weeks without talking and it’s like no time has gone by at all. Or when you plan the future together. Plan vacations, and weddings. Talk about children […]
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Better days are coming
Better Days are Coming Better days are coming, they said But can I trust them? How do they know? How can they be sure? Better days are coming, she said offering her shoulder as a pillow, a hand to wipe my tears Better days are coming, he said because he knows how convincing a mind […]
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Lost
I found this poem that I had written awhile ago, and after a week full of anxiety attacks, I thought it was fitting to share it. Below is my poem, Lost. Lost Today I am not simply wandering Today, I am lost. Floating in the cloudy space of my mind. Swimming through the muddled thoughts, […]
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Sunshine, mixed with a little hurricane
I am not one thing. I am not just happy, nor am I just sad. I’m both of those things and everything in between. It’s hard to explain sometimes when some days I feel nothing and other days I feel everything. I feel all my emotions swirling around me like it’s a gamble on what […]
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A note to my mother
This is a repost, but the past two weeks have been riddled with anxiety about my mother, among other things. The one thing I envy my family members for, is the fact that they don’t worry about things like I do. This poem is for my mother, and this post is dedicated to her as […]
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Poems for my mother
In honor of my mothers birthday here are two poems that I wrote for her. Untitled I really lucked out with you. Out of all the flowers in the garden, you are the one that gave me life. A note to my mother If I should die before I wake know that I love you […]
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An Empty Grave, part 2: Chap 9
Happy Sunday! Here’s the next installment of An Empty Grave. Happy hunting! An Empty Grave, part 2: Chap 9 Chapter Nine – Chase “You found her?” Duke asks. “I said I’d call if I found her, didn’t I?” I answer as I lean against a tree, waiting for Bianca to reappear. “That was fast,” he […]
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I am
Hello there! I hope you all have had a great weekend. Here’s a small poem. Hope you enjoy. Happy reading. Stay rad, Catie I am. over time, i have learned that i am a cup filled to the brim with all these emotions. it’s just a matter of time before i’m spilled over a mess, […]
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Lies
You taught me how to cover lies with pretty words. You’ve created a monster, and now no one is safe. Not even myself.
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Miss You
I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I chant it. I cry it. I scream it, looking up at the clouds, hoping, maybe one day you’ll hear me. I miss you. Catherine Kos
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An Empty Grave, Chap. 9-10
Hi all! Hope you’re having a great week. im currently in bed rest for a bad back, so I’m uploading from my tablet tonight. Forgive me if the formatting is a little off, Hope you enjoy these chapters! –Catherine Chapter Nine Chase I walk off the elevator at Haven, carrying my books, and Rose’s class […]
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An Empty Grave Chap. 6
Greetings Earthlings! I hope everyone had a good week and is having a nice and relaxing Sunday! It’s a beautiful day in Chicago. I’ve got my window open, the sunlight streaming in, and Friday Night Lights going on in the background. Anyways, I’ve only posted one chapter today, but it’s a long one. Please remember […]
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An Empty Grave, chap 4-5
Hello all! I hope you had a good weekend. We’ve got a new character. HAYDEN. What do you think about her? And what do you think is going on with Bianca? Remember what happened at the end of The Huntress and the Hound? Any thoughts on what might happen later on in this book? Here […]
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An Empty Grave, Chap. 1-3
Book 2 – An Empty Grave. Sequel to The Huntress and the Hound, chapter by chapter. Today, chapter one through three is available. Happy Hunting!